Greed. Avidity sounds better. Yes, I have experienced & have succumbed to it. I surmise greed is something most people possess. It affects everyone differently, good or bad depending on a person's upbringing, education, skills & integrity Avidity can motivate a person to do great things & another to commit crimes.
What I need to do is quit while I'm ahead. I believe that most gamblers have been ahead during a session, but greed, avidity prevents people from pulling the plug, & ends up losing money won & then some.
What I have trouble with is adhering to my stop loss. When I started playing roulette last December 8th, with $611 & January 7th it was $10,385. My winning continued. Starting with a $2000 bankroll on January 8th, turned into $10,690 on January 31st. I withdrew $4,000.
Then greed took over. With a $6,680 bankroll, I gonna win $5000 in a session. I ended up losing my bankroll over the next 2 days.
My system that won didn't work anymore. As of now it doesn't win like it had. I have a physical roulette wheel, & my system wins on it. This is what makes me believe that it's rigged. My problem is, it's not what I believe, it's what I can prove, & I can't prove Nada. Go figure.
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