MarinaAndreea,
Your life is not over. I can't even imagine how much it hurts to be in this difficult situation, and we all understand that you're struggling.
Yet, you sound like a hell of a fighter to me.
Thus, I'd like to ask you to focus on finding the solution. π I'm sure you know that your life as a mother is not solely about you.
Regarding your debts, do you think you can contact some kind of local finance specialist? Have you ever heard about the possibility of declaring personal bankruptcy? It might be a way, yet you need to consult with an appropriate expert.
In my country, we have no-profit organizations supporting people in need, so I would try to find some in your region.
Additionally, kindly get in touch with any Problem Gambling Help Centers listed here π
or just call:
+39 3 812 712 15
+39 5 223 351 11
+39 6 557 199 6
+39 389 12 78 291
You are not alone in this, try to find the strength to start working on your addiction now.
And if you face issues closing accounts in casinos, follow the emergency steps:
- change your casino password
- ask anyone you trust to change the password for emails used to register in those casinos
- withdraw cash for daily expenses
- block your internet payments on your card, so you can't deposit that way.
- block or set minimum limit for other payment methods you may ever use to deposit in any casino
Basically, take every step you can to avoid accessing any casino. Find someone to help you fight when you feel like losing control.
It won't be easy, but I have faith in you!
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