Dear, your behavior says quite a lot about your unhealthy gambling habits. Perhaps if you gave it a second thought, you would understand that this is not actually about the tournament but the game. In any case, if you can't handle loss in free mode, please find yourself a new hobby.
I understand loss is frustrating, but honestly, if you read feedback on PP games, you can see their volatility is just for a strong stomach. I suggest you calm down and think about gambling as an official way of deliberately losing money.
Stay well, please.
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