1 year ago
If you feel you have a compulsive need to gamble and have estatic highs when you win and feelings of 🤬 anger or depression 😫 when you lose it might be because you are also bi-polar
It's not necessarily bipolar, but who knows. Anyway, if smbd has problems with gambling, they need to see a doctor.
I could stop but don't want to because it fills a void of nothinless going on in my life
I understand that it's your choice, but perhaps you should look for a hobby or a charity in general?
Sorry for the unsolicited advice, but I know that many animal shelters need volunteers who will walk the dogs, give them time, give them love. They meet people with eyes that make you want to return again and again. And there won't be a trace of nothing to do...