Well, that's a pity, sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. I believe your time will come in the next tournaments if this one doesn't work out.
As for how I am, thank you for asking. It's all good, I try never to be complacent because I know that somewhere in the world people are having a harder time than I do, and they are dealing with much bigger problems than I am, and they are handling it better. I am sorry that you are having a hard time, but I am a positive person and I hope that soon this condition will pass and you will enter the new year in a better mood and frame of mind.
Happy New Year to you too. 😊
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