Greetings to you!
Honestly, I'm sorry for your condition yet you should do all within your power to stop playing with real funds.
If I may, I'll suggest a few threads and a guide:
https://casino.guru/forum/responsible-gambling
https://casino.guru/problem-gambling
https://casino.guru/problem-gambling-help-centers#cnt_196=true
Regarding your questions, I honestly do not believe you possess an honest "right" to get back lost deposits, simply because you played and enjoy the entertainment alas with a chance to win.
The casino is not responsible for your losses, I'd say. But to be sure - did you deposit before or after the casino realized you suffer from addiction?
Furthermore - Would you ask the casino to return the deposits if you hit the Jackpot and won a really big sum of money?
I know it is harsh, but being addicted means you should stop playing not that you are entitled to refunds. 🙁
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