Veoma je teško to se dešava samo jednom u 6 meseci, ali to je veliki gubitak i šok koji postaje prestar za to sada, ali naučio sam da se isključim kada shvatim da neću pobediti, što pretpostavljam da je nešto, ali onog dana kada se desilo bilo mi je dosta dosadne rutine i to me je privuklo kao magnata Pretpostavljam da mi je odbrana slomljena, ali sam odlučio da se mnogo toga ne promeni i da se mnogo toga promenilo
It is very difficult it only happens once every 6 months but its a big loss and a shock getting too old for it now but I have learned to switch off when I realise I will not win which I suppose is something but the day it happened I was just sick of my boring routine and it drew me in like a magnate I suppose my defences broke but im determined not to think that 6 months was a waste as I learned a lot and changed a lot for the better







